i hadn't realized how depressed i was for so long. i actually feel like i'm living now. i've been thinking about that a lot, comparing how i felt probably like, a year or so ago to now. i'm starting to feel like i'm making good progress.

my husband and i have been going out a lot more and exploring downtown, and we went to spirit halloween yesterday. i got a really pretty top, and yeah i know it's from a costume store but it's so beautiful. and he also really liked it

i'm so exhausted today. i didn't get much sleep last night, but i wasn't expecting to feel this bad. and i have a somewhat busy day today again. i'm so excited to just be able to relax, but who knows when that's gonna be.

after opening and working, i bus to pick up something and bus back, i get to do dishes and then go to bed and open again. yayy